Its 2:34 am as I'm writing this.

Alcohol running through my veins. I'm the most honest in this hour. What do I feel? I feel unhappy. I feel sad. I feel unsatisfied. This life is so cruel. How do people deal with these emotions I'm going through. I know I'm not the only one. I feel as if nobody understands me; what I'm going through. Is it depression? Is it my bi-polarness coming through? No one will ever know. Not even myself.